I wish I had a beautiful photo of my cherubs to post on this day when I celebrate God's plan and purpose in making me a mother...after all, He used Hunter and Logan and Olivia and Kate to bring His plan to fruition. But I couldn't find a picture of them all to post and my thoughts really went a different direction anyway...
When God whispers in my ear and reminds me of my purpose as a mother to these children, I hold these inspirations very close to my heart as precious nuggets of pure, gleaming gold, grounding me AND allowing me to soar, all at the same time! He has given me two lately...
A few Sundays ago, sitting in the service with Kate on my lap, I couldn't help but think of her life if God had not brought us to her. The choir was singing a old time hymn of pure scriptural truths , the kind of song which was written after the author had LIVED it, TASTED God , and SEEN with his own 2 eyes that He was good. I looked at Kate and wondered what she was actually hearing, how or if the Holy Spirit was reaching her sweet, little 3 yr old spirit....... and what boldly came to me was... not THIS one, Satan....you will NOT have THIS one.... Kate is ultimately responsible for accepting Christ Jesus as her Savior in her lifetime, but she is now in a home and church and surrounded by people who will ALWAYS point her to Jesus as the answer. Would she have had this in Guatemala? Will the thousands of orphans still in Guatemala ever hear the Truth???What about the millions of orphans around the world??? Only God knows the answer to that, but Kate(and Olivia) have it now!!! This, God whispered to me, is one reason I appointed you as her mother, because I know that you will strive to show her My truth for as much time as I give you with her.
A couple of weeks ago Kate had to have another MRI. I hated the thought , dreaded the procedure, and resented the situation. As I was forlornly carrying Kate into the hospital, God gave me another nugget. He said, "Lisa, in this life, Kate may need some extra medical attention...will you see that she gets it for Me???" From that point on , I looked at the day in an entirely different light. Of course I will, Lord! ( maybe another reason God appointed me as her mother...I will strive to be obedient even if I don't like a situation).
I have 3 other daughters with which God has given me many a chance to beg for nuggets. Sometimes He has given them, sometimes not. But all four of them are shaping me into the woman God wants me to be. For this, I am eternally grateful to them and to God!!
Being a mother is an amazing journey. God really gives us a glimpse into the magnitude of love that He has poured out on His children. It is an impossibly hard job at times and,yet, a job with the highest return. To have been chosen to raise the next generation of God's people in this dying world is a position of vast honor. I pray for myself as well as all of you on this mother's day. May we keep on keeping on, pointing all those little pairs of feet toward the cross and throne of Jehovah. May we ask for and receive those golden nuggets.May God show us,time to time, just why He brought each of us our particular children. May we view motherhood through the eyes of the One who purposed us to be mothers before the foundations of the world, and not through the eyes of this, now, broken world.
Happy, Happy Mother's Day to you!!!
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I had a great thought in my head to respond to this great post but then one of my children needed me to help them get untangled from their church clothes. sigh. :) Oh yes, I'm so glad that God chose you to be Hunter, Logan, Olivia, and Kate's Mommy because I've learned a lot watching you with them and I know you're the best Mommy for each of their individual personalities and needs. :)
Happy Mother's Day!
Love, Kristin
Lisa,
This post is so beautifully written, from the heart, it made me tear up. You are such an amazing mother to these beautiful treasures God has entrusted you with. Motherhood can be the most joyous, painful,exhausting and spiritual experience God allows us to journey but it's one that draws us closer to Him depending on HIm fully to guide these precious cherubs toward HIs everlasting light. I pray that the Lord blesses us with the wisdom and strength to fullfill His purposes for our families. Have a blessed Mother's Day dear friend.
Happy Mother's Day Lis! (and to all the Mom's reading comments! :-)
May God continue to make 3 John 4 the reality for all your girls (and their parents!!)
What a beautiful post! Thank you for sharing how God spoke to your heart and changed your perspective on Kate's medical needs. I love hearing how He gently nudges us a different direction--how a soft word from Him just completely changes our course. He is so patient with us! Hope you had a wonderful day (and no, I wasn't lying on the couch...sadly. I was going to a soccer game, hauling stuff to the new house, etc. But it was a good day!)
Oh I absolutely LOVE this post, my dear friend. I LOVE reading about the things near and dear to your heart--and the things that Father is teaching you. Love it.
You are one amazing mommy to your angel girls.
Keeping on keeping on right there with you.
Love you heaps.
Happy belated Mother's Day!
Such truth in your post. When we adopt our children, not only do we give them a family . . . we give them the opportunity to know Jesus as their personal Savior. I teared up reading: "Satan....you will NOT have THIS one!" Amen! I imagine all of heaven shouting the same thing every time someone comes to an understanding of His saving grace.
I hope you had a wonderful Mother's Day with your beautiful family.
Much Love,
Kathie
Great post!! Perspective really changes everything! :)
I'm so glad God blessed you with each of your children!
I found your blog through Sophie, and I'm so glad I did! Motherhood truly is a journey- full of ups, downs, and loops- but it is a gift that I treasure deeply in my heart and thank God for every minute of every day.
I often wonder the same thing with my little Joe and Ella (also adopted from Guatemala)... asking God, "Where would they be RIGHT NOW?" "Who would be kissing on them, learning their favorite color, or teaching them how to LOVE YOU?" "Would they have anything... or just be another street child?" When I look at all the children begging on the side of the road, I see Joe's face and Ella's face begging... and I would give ANYTHING to Joe and Ella... But God tells me RIGHT HERE is where they are supposed to be. They were always supposed to be Stroup children, even if they weren't born with our last name.
Your little Kate (and Hunter, Logan, and Olivia) is so precious!
Blessings,
Shari
Hi - I love your photos of your beautiful girls!! I'm a bit jealous you have 4 girls - but I wouldn't actually give my boys away or anything :)
Thanks for stopping by my blog - it's nice to meet you!
Thanks for your comments on my blog. We brought Sophia home in 2008. When did your sweet girl come home?
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